bkwrmballerina replied to your post: when I was in high school, I used to want Tilly to play at my funeral

SHIT AMRIT. I had no idea you felt so badly.

hmm. well. It never occurred to me that i thought it because I would die really young. I just really wanted them to play at my funeral?

I don’t know. I mean. Definitely in high school shit got pretty bad, but i never actually did anything, but these thoughts never seemed to be in relation to my thoughts about dying young. if that makes sense at all?

It’s not like i planned out my funeral or anything, I just thought about THEM singing at my funeral. It wasn’t like “i’m going to kill myself now and tilly is going to play at my funeral”. I just thought “I hope tilly will play at my funeral”. idk. but yeah

but now I think about them playing at my wedding so its all good lol.